Where did October go?
Just yesterday it felt like I was anticipating celebrating my birthday with my family in Georgia and now its November 2nd. October seemed to rush in and out this year with little time to reflect. Perhaps November will forgive if I wax philosophical about October for a moment.
I’ve always thought of October as the changing month and the month of the in between. This year was the same. The month began with warmer, cloudy fall days and much rain. October 1st was a particularly dreary day if I remember correctly. [smile] Scattered showers and lots of cloud cover. And on October 29th we had our first snow flurries heralding the approaching winter. The month ended on a particularly bright note and though cold October 31st was marked by bright pure sunlight. The trees followed the weather changes and mostly green leaves turned to mostly oranges, reds, and yellows. Transition happened in my life as with nature. Twenty seven turned into twenty eight. Another year of my life begun with new roads to travel. [smile]
I get the feeling that we’re “supposed” to feel like these autumnal changes mark an end of something. But how can this transition not be seen as a beginning? Autumn’s colors are not somber, but triumphant. And the approaching cold brings an awareness to the senses that was not there before. Instead of calling our attention to an approaching sleep, October with her changes commands we see the world with possibility.
Last night during our worship time for our house meeting, Josh led us in a poetry writing activity. My mind was captivated by the hope in visioning possibility. My poem below is quite rough, but I think is appropriate as I remember October 2011.
Possibility-
multiple paths, multiple destinations.
How did I get here?
God? Me?
Nature? Nurture?
This is not what matters.
I am here.
Possibilities fulfilled, possibilities opened.
What’s next?